Whenever a guy wants to meet up or hangout I always hesitate to say yes, and I just end up making an excuse to not meet up. Like I know that it really isn’t a big deal or anything because other guys do it all the time, but… I guess i’m just too self-conscious and overthink everything.
Like today, there was a guy i was talking to through a certain app and he seemed pretty normal (?) so I asked for his line/kakao id and added him there. After talking for a bit he asked what were my plans for tonight because he was taking his friend to Kerry park and wanted to know If i could come, but me being the over thinker of everything made an excuse to not go. i don’t want him to think i don’t look like how I look in pictures or something, and just looking at his pictures and who he hangs out with, I don’t really fit. I dont know.
So I told him that I was feeling gross from all of the food I ate today and didn’t really want to do anything. (which is half true, I was and still am feeling pretty gross from the food).